SHAKE ME - BREAK ME

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 06:14:26 GMT

You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

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Buddhism

88%

Christianity

71%

Paganism

67%

Hinduism

54%

agnosticism

50%

Judaism

46%

Islam

42%

Satanism

42%

atheism

25%

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Sun, 06 Feb 2005 22:46:55 GMT

im still here ... if anyone still has me on their friends list

so much to say - ill sum it up
working 2 jobs - port sky and superpetz
put my two weeks in at superpetz

dating josh for almost a year now
which is of course - awesome

i miss my girls (ash and v)

college is pretty tough - in some aspects
it has its ups and downs
just like highschool

i either want to be an elem teacher
OR
AN ANIMAL COP

that would be so rad - but i dont know how to go about doing that

i would love to hear from any of you if youd like to comment
please do
say anything!

if i get a sufficient amount of comments - i will continue posting
if not - the journal is done for

ill be shocked if anyone replies due to my non existence

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 22:31:08 GMT

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 18:28:18 GMT

i miss my friends *tears*

in an mmmbop theyre gone

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 17:20:48 GMT

TONIGHT IS HANSON

of course i am tres pumped

but i have an urgent message

I MISS ASHLYN DANIELLE HOLSINGER

FUCK YOU OHIO - you took my only friend

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 23:22:42 GMT

how is it that you can have one of the best days of your life
followed directly by one of the saddest days of your life

monday - ash, jon, abby and i went to cedar point
best day ever
tuesday - leave ash in kent

it was so heartbreaking
it is so true what they say ya know
dont know what ya got till its gone
i mean - i knew i loved the girl
but now all the memories are flooding back
like they had been placed behind a dam
and today when i hugged ash goodbye - the dam fucking broke
so many tears

and it seems that soon v will be leaving me too
for friggin NY

why do my two bestest friends in the whole world have to leave the state

damn it - fuck graduating

im going to listen to the used right now
and cry away my existence
for a few days at least

haha sure - why not

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 03:01:33 GMT

Especially the ones that go off right after you've sat down, and spray your ass. Dont'cha just hate that?

What pisses you off?

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its been a long time

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 16:21:24 GMT

she lives
but all she does is work
what a life
she misses her friends like mad
especially ash and v

warped was fun
i went with josh ash and jon
vanessa ended up leaving our party

billy talent put on a funfilled show
coheed was mucho better last year
TBS was brutal
and i discovered a new band
WAKING ASHLAND
so damn cute
all i have to say is - piano - YUM x 10

today i intend to hang out with ash and laura

song lyric of the day:
"So take this razor sign your name across my wrist
so everyone will know
Who left me like this"
- thank you Bayside

on the road again

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 08:28:43 GMT

ok so quick update

graduated - yes - graduated
prom was a blast
graduation was hot and long

i got a job at superpetz
tres exciting
i intend to buy two birds
preferably lovebirds
and name them crimson & clover
corny yes - but oh so cute

and in about 2 hours
i will be leaving for michigan for 6 days
it should be a good time

and the day i come back
june 18th
will be 3 months for joshua scott and i
he makes me oh so giddy
three cheers for teenage love
its a good thing
the heartbreak sucks yes
but its all part of the ride

before i go to pack
i just want to say
i miss all my friends
im going to post some shoutouts
as elementary as it may be

of course it will only be for livejournalers

V&ASH - thank you for being a friend, travel down the road and back again, your heart is true your a pal and a confidont (umm confident) haha i dont know - but you get the point

BETHANY - im sorry weve fallen out, but always remember the lamb on your front porch & keep it forever

LAURA - youre a fun girl who i brain completely

ALI - great speech, and never forget band days - im sorry i bailed the final year

TY - thank you for the random phone calls, its nice to hear how your life is going and knowing you still care

SARAH - im sorry we dont talk much anymore but best of luck with the rest of your school days and dont let any boys break your heart, youre a beautiful girl who doesnt need that

IAN - if you EVER read this, thanks for being the fun little asshole you are so good at being, and i mean that in the most endearing way possible

if i forgot anyone - drop a comment and ill give you your own personal heart filled post - cross my heart and kiss my elbow
thank you audrey hepburn

anyhow - i must pack - id say an hour and a half before the trip is a good time to

peace love unity and respect

all dogs go to heaven

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 19:47:56 GMT

at least i hope so

today - we have to put our oldest and first dog, meeka, to sleep
she has cancer and has stopped eating
the idea of it is driving me crazy
but i know shes in pain
and its for the better

i just hope she goes somewhere beautiful

Mon, 10 May 2004 04:03:58 GMT

so i havent updated in a long time
and yet - not too much to say
at least - nothing too earth shattering

yes - i have a boyfriend
josh and i have been together for almost 2 months now

i could use a summer job
i should be ok without one
but itd be grand if i could find one

i got my license
schools almost over
im totally ready

ash and i - along with my mom and leah
are going on a bus trip to NY in 2 weeks
that should be quite a blast
wait i can not

sad news - our first dog we ever got
meeka
may have cancer
*tear* - but shes doing well
still playful as ever

ok - unfortunately school is still in session
so i shall conclude this

i love and miss you all

freedom beauty truth love

im not sure about this

Mon, 10 May 2004 03:56:16 GMT

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life is good

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 03:34:50 GMT

hi friends - i do live

i havent had much to say - nothing is exciting
but ive been pretty happy
i have a boyfriend now - hes wonderful
i hang out with v and ash alot
theyre the best friends a girl could have
i go to school sometimes - and work alot

i cant wait for summer - ive never wanted it more
i think its the whole senior thing
i cant believe its almost time to leave highschool forever - i dont think im sad about it...in the slightest
its cool while it lasts - i love seeing friends everyday - but theres so much drama i can deal without

i need to find a summer job - i have picked up a few applications, but the hard part is filling them out and turning them in
which i have not done
so i should get on that
the 1st week of june, well - 2nd ill be going to michigan for my grad party - that should be a good time
may 22 im going to NY with ash - thats going to be one of the funnest days of my life

umm so we have prom and stuff in less than 2 months
thatll be cool i guess

for now - im going to get started on some stuff that isnt vital as opposed to the stuff that is . because thats how i work

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birthday wishes

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 04:54:14 GMT

AbSoLuTpHiL18: happy b-day again darlin... we'll have to plan a trip to pegs now

GAY BAR INVITE hahah - from a gay man of course

JBizzle250: happy birfday playa

BAR NUN BAR NUN

Scully 8097: happy birthday to you

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Scully 8097: love you hunny, see you on saturday!!!!

POEM FROM LAURA

thank you friends for making my birthday one to remember!
it was so much fun

<3

newswriting

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 19:17:01 GMT

today is a wonderful day

today is the day of my birth - the 18th

it is also the day of Ms Alison Trude's birth

i think this is some sort of sign

its been nice so far

lots of 5 second cards and random candy

now im jusr ready to go home

my tummy hurts

have a good day kids

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 14:33:47 GMT

JusTaDreamR325: im a loser :(
VaVaVirgil: this is vavavirgil

really??
JusTaDreamR325: yes
VaVaVirgil: i c
JusTaDreamR325: can you cheer me up
VaVaVirgil: i dunno... talk 2 a robot, listen 2 music, go for a walk, learn something new, read a book... ;-)
JusTaDreamR325: im deaf - i have no legs - im incapable of learning - and illiterate
VaVaVirgil: u r deaf u have no legs u r incapable of learning and illiterate? so?
JusTaDreamR325: yea - so thanks for ruining my life
VaVaVirgil: yea so thanks for ruining your life? i c...

what a cruel world

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 14:23:05 GMT

so today

i failed my driving test
parallel parking

but HERES the cruel part

i came home and turned on the tv
spongebob was on
so i decide ok - cartoons will cheer me up

youd think this was a safe choice
Boy ARE YOU WRONG

it was the episode where...
HE FAILS HIS DRIVING EXAM 38 TIMES!

im speechless

2 amazing quotes

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 02:02:37 GMT

no great genius has ever existed without some touch of madness
- thanks Aristotle

if youre going through hell, keep going
- heres to you Winston Churchhill

i live

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 01:52:45 GMT

hello my friends

ive been MIA

i know

im going to try to start updating again - more often
i just work alot
go to school
and sleep
so its not very interesting
but i will highlight particularly high points of my day

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 21:54:21 GMT

one two - freddys coming for you
three four - better lock the door
five six - grab your crucifix
seven eight - gonna stay up late
nine ten - never...sleep...again

zzzzzz - AHHHHHHHHH!

HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH KIDS!

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 02:56:46 GMT

ok i dont have a boyfriend

dont ask

i probably wont tell you

f.u.n

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 08:41:30 GMT

- i was nominated most likely to fall asleep in class
- my parents are going away for the weekend
- im listening to pink flloyd
- im doing my senior project on billy joel
- i have a boyfriend

thee aind

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 09:04:55 GMT

ho kay - sooo
10 things you dont know about me
or shouldnt
1.i have an obsession with bluegrass
2. i have 4 pugs currently living in my house - 2 of which are blind - and one of the blind one has seizures
3. i still own 3 hanson biogrpahies
4. i slept in my moms room way longer than most kids do
5. as a child - i would ask my mom 3948093 questions before i went to sleep - ex...is there going to be a fire, am i going to die in my sleep, is there going to be an earthquake - and i believed whatever she said
6. i talk to all my animals on a daily basis
7. i often carry on conversations with myself when no one is around
8. i also wet the bed much longer than i should have
9. i was madly obsessed with raphael from the ninjar turtles as a child
10. my mom is my hero - honestly
11. for one summer - i was famous for my bush
12. my mother was going to name me sarah - but my dad wouldnt let her because his bosses daughters name was sarah
13. i forgot i was filling this out - stopped for like 2 hours - so 13 wil have to do im going to bed

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 08:18:08 GMT

pick a band for each letter of your name - ho kay - so

Ari Hest
Savage Garden
Howie Day
Lynard Skynard? haha - BLACK BETTY
Evanescence
Yanni

Enya
Letters to Cleo
IRON MAIDEN - thats for you ash!
Zebrahead
Adam Green
Ben folds
Everclear
Tears for fears
HIM

Cat Stevens
Otis Redding
Lisa Loeb
LIMP BIZKIT - hahah
INXS ( thats for tyson - ash you know )
Eagle eye cherry
Rufus Wainwright

quite a mix!

boys are good

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 08:01:45 GMT

and kisses are even better